Women suck sometimes…
I don’t know what I was thinking when I thought I had a chance with her. She told me she wasn’t looking for a girlfriend and now, surprise surprise, she has one after spending months saying how she just wanted a fuck buddy. The least she could’ve done was told me she wasn’t interested in me instead of lying about it and going on and on about how she didn’t want to be tied down by just one girl. What a fucking bitch, but I know I’m better off without her. Who needs an immature, lying bitch in your life when there are others out there that are worth my time more than her…
And now I feel better…slightly…just wish I could call her a bitch to her face, but then that’d just make me as low as she is, and just as immature and I can’t stoop to her level. I’m better than that.
Now comes the challenge, one that sucks since it’s slim pickings when it comes to girls I’d actually want to date. All the good ones are taken and all that are left are people like her and the girls who just fuck with your head and make it all some kind of sick game, leading you on, lying to you, fucking around behind your back. It’s too much to ask for a normal, sane girl to come in to my life and sweep me off me feet, isn’t it? Moments like this I feel like I’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life.
At least being alone I can just be me–not that I’d change myself for anyone. And I don’t know what’s worse, girls like her or feeling sorry for myself that I wasn’t good enough for her, not even enough for her to tell me the damn truth.
Women suck sometimes…but no matter what, I ain’t gonna give up until I find the one for me…wherever she may be–if she even exists outside the little fantasy I have in my mind about the perfect one for me…
Sorry that you’re going through this. You deserve much, much more than a lying bitch. Hope you feel better real soon. *hugs*
yeah but the problem is, this is the type of women I attract and I don’t see it until stuff like this happens. It’s a vicious cycle and I figure I am better off alone than treading the dating waters unfortunately